note to self #3
One of the enduring things I've noticed in my life is the desire I experience to be more than I am at the moment. An unwillingness to allow myself to remain where I am. A desire to increase the boundaries of myself - an urge to do more, learn more, express more. An urge to improve, learn, experience, unearth, expand.I used to think that this inner hunger meant that there was some one thing out there I needed to do or be or have. And I have spent much of my life trying to find it. Too much.
But now I know that this appetite within me is seeking more than the mate or the job or this pleasure, that power, this meaning.
It is seeking out more of me.
Oct 25/2003